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piano exam

2006-07-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

ok. i would like to say that i meant what i said earlier.. sometimes, life gets so hectic you don't need stuff like this to make it worse. i hope you get it. no offence and also, i realised that people do care. yiing sent me an sms on that very night. apologising. there's no need to apologise dear... we're best friends. best friends don't keep apologising ok? cheer up.. SMILE! hahas

ok. i shall start. my piano exam is 29AUG can?!?! omg.. its like so freaking near...?!?! O_o"

i shall describe my pieces! yayye!

piece A1-Allegro Handel
hmm.. ok.. basically this piece, is baroque period, and its similar to my last year exam piece.. its 3 pages long, has this short intro, and the melody repeats itself in a different key and there are some slight changes... when i proceed to the second page, the melody continues without any rest until the song finishes(yepp. like gr6's piece)... some leaps here and there but the melody i must say.. its FAB. really nice melody... haas... and i enjoy playing this piece a lot. although last year, i got fed up really easily and this year isn't an exception, i really enjoy it overall...

piece B2-Chanson de l'escarpolette Grovelz
omg.. this is my favourite of the three.. its romantic period and of course, lots of expression marks are to be carried out... erms... this is a song about a playground swing so as you can imagine, the melody goes down and up in quite an inconsistant manner and since it's in the romantic period, quite a fair bit of pedaling and rubato... omg.. its really nice but not easy to learn.. lots of accidentals and the melody has some minor leaps too... yepp but a really nice song... must play well! hahas.. this is 2 pages long! compared to my last year b piece, its much nicer.. no offence though... lols

piece C1-For Johnny Mehegan June 6 1920 Bernstein
this is the piece i cannot comprehend... yepp its a modern piece and the melody is like.. freaky.. the softs are realy soft and the louds are like really loud. you gotta bang the piano to get the 'desired effect'... hmms.. 2 pages long and its a bit weird.. looks easy with repeating melody and similar right and left hand notes but is actually quite tough... the rhythm is hard to grasp and the notes, when you bang the piano, yepp...

so.. yea. thats all

i feel so lost

2006-07-14T09:58:00.000+08:00

why kelly? why? i thought we agreed the visit mrs chow thing to be on tues? why are you doing this? why are you spoiling my plans on sunday? why? please.. tell me why... dont you know i planned an outing on sunday with yingyu? dont you know that?? thats when everyone is going to meet her. not that i didn't invite you.. just that.. i havent invited anyone...

and also.. why are you doing this? on sat, if everyone sees yingyu, then no one will come on sunday... and no one's going with me back to ny on tues... why? why spoil my plans? its all thanks to your STUPID arrangement that now, no one's going to come on sunday..

we've planned this for so long and thanks to you.. its all gone.

and yingyu... she's so cold to me.. what did you tell her... don't you know i cried for this.. of course you dont.. because when you live you 'innocent happy life', i suffer everyday in torment... yingyu is so cold... she was so warm before.... until i gave her your number... then she became so cold.. this hurts so much.. its supposed to be the happiest time of my life.. but why.. why does this hurt so much?

dont think im stupid. you told yingyu last year that i asked yim qi and yu ann to create that book about you right? well then you are just being stupid, lame and immature. i promised i would tell you about it. but no. you couldn't wait till the end of the day, all because i wouldn't show you the book yet cos yim was looking...

i didn't want to post this. you forced me too.

and yiing, if you see this, please. dont come and shoot me. i dont know why im doing all this.. but it really hurts too much and im on the verge of falling off... im falling so deep... i want out but its too late... im going to snap.. i cant take this anymore.

why? why yiing? why are you so cold? please tell me if kelly said something to you.. please... i wont tell her or confront her or blame her... or is it just... we're losing the chemistry? please tell me the problem.. i feel so broken up inside.

i'm so sorry... i know im like this worthless best friend.. i mean.. which best friend would post this kind of crap? but there's no one i can talk to about this.. everyone's going to kelly's event and no one's going to go out on sunday. because they can see you on sat. the only 'person' i can talk to is my blog. im so sorry. just leave me be.

get this straight-i am not going on saturday. dont even dream about it. you know i have classes. you know im having a piano exam soon and cant skip. you know it all. and you purposely put it on sat thanks so much. you leave me with a deep impression.

yiing. if you still want to go out on sunday after reading this. then thank you so much. i'd gladly go too. but if you decide to not go, i shan't blame you. i dont deserve this. i dont deserve your kindness..

maybe we met at the wrong time.

i feel so lost. i feel so broken... what should i do? someone please tell me and help me.

save my soul

sabbaticals options;))

2006-07-13T12:47:00.000+08:00

aloha! ok... hmm.. i forgot to post.. hahas.

erms.. so... on tues was our sabbaticals selection and i chose... china folk art appreciation and the malay thing which is compulsory:))

yay! everyone chiiiiionnnnnnnnnnnnnnng to the com lab while i just went to class com! hahas.. then ping, caijing and melissa came back(aw man! haaas..) and blah blah blah

we all got in for our desired sabbs i guess so it was pretty good...

gwahhaa... lols

sayo~

today was HORRENDOUS

2006-07-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

sigh.. i got embarrassed in front of the whole sec 1 today.. sigh dont ask.. it was so PAISEHHHH! omg... i want to crawl into a hole and hide there till this whole issue tides over... but i feel so much better after talking to yiing and polar bear<33

thanks, you guys rock! leffie, thanks for your encouragement too

ping, thanks, for helping me

shann, thanks.. for encouraging me(:

im not so troubled over it.. although i sort of got scolded by the VP but mrs lee(level dean) only told me to write a reflection... yepp... hennnng! hahas

SHOPPINGwithYIING&LEFF(:

2006-07-10T11:56:00.000+08:00

ok. that was a lonnnnnnnnng title! hahas anyway, i went out with yiing and leff(my two fab besties) on 8jul sat to nyps funfair(yepp yiing came back on 7th) yea.. she has grown more CHIO! omg.. she's like much much prettier and taller.. she used to be slightly taller than me now she's like half a head taller than me... omg... so we met with leffie.. and we had this group hug! hahas.. then SOMEONE was so fake hors.. keep on trying to separate me and yiing by pulling my hand away.. darn.. so idiotic... hahas.. then we went to plaza sing where we ate cheese fries and popcorn chicken! hahas.. then i went for piano..

after that, i met up with them and went to take neos.. then 4th party fruko was so extra.. yea.. he tagged along... so its like.. the neos were nice.. but there was one failure.. hahas... then ying wrote the words SHIBAI on it! hahas.... so after a while, we went to great world... where we debated on whether to eat ben and jerry's or not but decided not to(so SAD)... yea.. i went for class, and after that, we went shopping together.. to MONTIP where we bought rings(me purple, yiing pink and leff green) and we realised they glowed in the dark! omg... so nice!

today was a fab day.. i really enjoyed myself...

YIING & LEFFIE! you guys rock!

sigh.. i slept at 3am yesterday(cas of hw.. not wc)

busybusy

2006-07-07T09:58:00.000+08:00

gabaagwahhhh! sorry i haven't posted in eons and eons! im like so chao uber busy!ok.. erms... im so happy cos today school dismisses us at12.15pm as the teachers have some course.. and yiing's coming back today and her flight is around noon... yea... so.. maybe later in the afternoon we can go shop or something! yayye! hahas... so bored now... doing bio sia proposal.. its a secret what our group is going to do... i doubt anyone is doing this cell! hahas.. well, at first i wanted nerve cell but its hard to build the model and i realised today that 2 groups are already doing it... yepp.. so HENGGGGG! hahas... and then it was red blood cell. which.. erms has no nucleus and the report would be good to do but teacher advised against it.. so we last minute thought of something(thanks to uhmm uhmm)[yes the something we are doing] and so.. yea. i should stop here... i might bore everyone out... yep..

so.. im going now. tag(:

MIRMOzibang

2006-07-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

ok.. yesterday's nyco concert.. dont talk about it.. i looked horrible. i played horrible. everything was horrible. anyway, seniors played lin an yi hen... which was CHAO NICE! esp marilyn's solo.. omg...

ok. i just went to chuangyi's webbie and they said mirmo zibang 12 was e last of e series.. they've got to be kidding! no way no way... mirmo cant end on book 12!!! mirmo is my fav comic ever.. actually manga. but NO!!!! no mirmo.. not possible! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i want mirmo mirmo!!! MIRMO!!!!! come baackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the series is so loong but the comic?!?! not possible

seems like im crapping

wadevr

cipcipcipCLASS-CIP=)

2006-06-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

ok. erms. basically lots of stuff happened today.

i shall start with food and funfair-pre prep kiies?

ok.. erms. things so did not go smoothy... i repeat. things DID NOT go smoothly ok?
first, today, lo and regii and yiping and caijing had a quarrel over the stuff... something about not enough cookies, and no sandwich orders and blah blah blah.. something like that(look. sorry for crapping about your private stuff ok?) and then erms.. it was settled out and whatnot.. so i guess things were not too bad lah... but i would really love you to know that maybe you haven't noticed but regii's been undergoing MAJOR stress for the past few days due to FAFF business ok? so please.. take it easy on her. she's only human too. theres a limit to what she can handle.

next up is C-I-P=)

it. was. so. fun! lols.. errrrs... when we first arrived, we thought it would be like in some center or a room but it was in open space. at a neighbourhood like flat thing... yea.. so after a while of calming down and settling down, we started.. some of us niners taught them how to do simple exercises.... then.. they had a break and ate some pandan chiffon cake(which we got to eat too and it was chao chao chao nice!) and then it was the performance. ya.we danced. me and yangxi. BADDDDDDDDD.. failure,.. we made a million mistakes.... gwahgh then cass, wen and xinyi performed a 'gu-shi' performance and it was fab:)) next, caijing did some gym stunts(which btw, is totally IMPROMPTU) and then it was lo's performance.. as in, she and ems sang and played guitar respectively for 'yue-liang-dai-biao-wo-de-xin' and naijing played violin and ping drums... then we had like a lot of time and no more performances and we did our talentime city people dance! hahas=) and we taught e old folks... then later, they told us to buy their handmade roses which were so beautiful.. each were a dollar... i bought 10 and they bundled it into a bouquet for me... 2 blue, 1 champaign, 1white, 2 yellow, 2 purple, 1 light red and 1 dark red... then i wanted to give to an old woman but she told me to keep it.. they kept refusing... aw... i loved it.. if i have e chance, i wanna do this cip again and agiain..=))

lastly, is the going to em's house to prepare for FAFF

we had so much fun! we played and made sandwiches and cookies and i felt i wasn't of much help to the cooking crew, i decided t over to the poster designing crew and help out xinyi and shann... so after much hard work, em's parents came back with some ingredients and YUMMY pizza(hawaiian and pepperoni), garlic bread and chicken wings from pizza hut... we ate and had loadsa fun! then we went on to bake the chocolate koko krunch and blah blah... has.. i left when they were sorting out the cookies for the pre-orderers... yepp.. so fun.. i wanna do this again too!

theres more but i gtg.. tell you about it.. next post kiies??

remind me..

first day back at term3

2006-06-26T20:56:00.000+08:00

first day back at term 3. stupid. sickening. tiring. i-dont-wanna-go-to-school.

sighh.. only 1 lesson with hw.. i mean only 1 lesson that can issue hw...

LANG ARTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

it gave me
-forced me to do my ENTIRE L.A. writing portfolio in one single day!
-Read the darn alchemist book which i was supposed to finish like eons ago..
-study for e sh** alchemist test!(thurs)
-remind everyone to bring ff coupons.. and $$(freeg...)
-chi sia which i havent typed out or whatevr yet.. so not INTERESTED.
-comb humans sia(blah blah blah)
-IPW(yadda yadda yaddaaa)
-Alchemy Discussion Log thingie
-1 stack of geometry ws...

sigh... term 3 also must hand in all sia.... sigh... SIGH!

GWAHH

and its only day 1...

how am i going to survive...?

i dont know...

survey

2006-06-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Alicia Chong Min
Birthday:	14 May 1993
Birthplace:	sg
Current Location:	sg
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	150+
Right Handed or Left Handed:	rightie
Your Heritage:	chinese
The Shoes You Wore Today:	sch shoes...
Your Weakness:	erms... shopping and mapling(cant resist em)
Your Fears:	bigger bugs
Your Perfect Pizza:	hawaiian(topped with EXTRA lots of CHEESE)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	get good grades(and much more)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lmao
Thoughts First Waking Up:	wadda.. school's on..
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	11 on sch days and 1+ on non sch days
Your Most Missed Memory:	p4 when-i-met-him p6 when-we(besties and class) parted
Pepsi or Coke:	coke i guess
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mac
Single or Group Dates:	none in particular
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	either
Chocolate or Vanilla:	depends but both is DUH-UH better=)
Cappuccino or Coffee:	CAPPUCCINOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Do you Smoke:	nope and i'll never ever do that
Do you Swear:	sort of.. sometimes..
Do you Sing:	yea..
Do you Shower Daily:	omg.. who doesn't..?
Have you Been in Love:	duh.. and i still am(i admit!).. lols
Do you want to go to College:	duh
Do you want to get Married:	yea
Do you belive in yourself:	yea
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	yea in my own ways. everyone is.
Are you a Health Freak:	no..
Do you get along with your Parents:	yea
Do you like Thunderstorms:	i dont mind
Do you play an Instrument:	DUH
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	like i said no and i dont PLAN to.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	uhh.. this is retarded.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	duh
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	nope(omg i jus realised tt)
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yea
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no.. tts gross.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	nope
Ever been called a Tease:	nope
Ever been Beaten up:	nope
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	uh.. i donno.. maybe old age?
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	lawyer? sth liddat bah
What country would you most like to Visit:	japan korea usa
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	brown
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	slightly taller than me
Weight:	not too 'much'
Best Clothing Style:	no specific as long as he looks GOOD=)
Number of Drugs I have taken:	uhhhh? retarded qn which doesn't make sense!
Number of CDs I own:	uncountable(dont expect me to go count it NOW)
Number of Piercings:	me(2) boy? not too many
Number of Tattoos:	none.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	not too many
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

i've been tagged...?:))

2006-06-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

ok.. great.. i've been tagged.. so im stoning now.. besides chatting with yiing, there's nth else i can do. so thank you mandy!!

Your 10 favourites
Favourite colour: HOT pink;blue;black;yellow;orange!!
Favourite food: too many.. but none in particular
Favourite song: too many but... most prob kelly clarkson's songs... like.. because of you, a moment like this, etc..
Favourite movie: none... thats sadd isnt it??
Favourite sport: nil. i suck at sports.
Favourite season: winter!(even though there isnt any in sing..)
Favourite day of the week: SAT&SUN(can see ballet mates!<33 ;;can relax)
Favourite ice-cream flavour: mostly, its e brand but i'll say.. cookies&cream:))
Favourite book:none.. if manga.. then... mirmo zibang!! ;;midori days ;;tsubasa!!
Favourite anime: mirmo zibang!!
9 Current
Current mood: happy...? excited...? sian...?
Current clothes: blue sleeveless top and jeans
Current desktop: ... no comment...? [puh-lease i don even get what this means]
Current toenail colour: the colour it should be..
Current time: 8.46pm
Current annoyance: nothing...
Current thoughts: 'BLANK'
Current bf/gf: still single;))
Current book you're reading: The Alchemist.. [frankly, i cant be bothered to.. its my lit book... so..]
8 First
First best friend: Mandy[still currentXD]
First crush: silence is golden;))
First movie: finding nemo
First piercing: 21 oct 2005
First lie: i've told many;))
First music: piano keyboard... duh..
First car: nil!
First hp:p4..
7 Last
Last cigarette: i don't smoke.
Last drink: apple juice
Last car ride: today. to piano class
Last crush: silence is golden;)) i still like him(i admit!)
Last movie seen: Garfield 2
Last phone call: eiffel! leffie! my other bff:))
Last CD played:jolin's dancing diva
Have you ever
Have you ever date one of your bestfriends: nope
Have you ever broken the laws: nope
Have you ever been arrested: nope.
Have you ever been skinny dipped: nope and i don't plan to
Have you ever been on tv: yep.
Have you ever kiss someone you don't know: nope.
5 things you are wearing: shirt, jeans, earrings, watch, specs.
4 things you have done today: ate, slept, breathed, blogged(i wanna maple!!!)
3 things you can hear right now: keyboard, my breathing, the fan blowing..
2 things you can't live without: bffs:yiing, leffie and mandy! and parents:))
Things you do when you are bored: blog,sleep,maple,tv,etc..
5 Ppl u tag: YIING ;LEFFIE ;(cant tag mandy since she tagged me) ;huishan ; zhenping ;cherie;)

ok. im done off to maple

YiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinG(:

2006-06-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

yo! i have fabb news...

YIING IS COMING BACK TO SING FOR LIKE 3 MONTHS!!

ok.. chill.. right... lols... shes coming on 8jul.. my co concert on 2nd jul! so she'll b missing it.. awwwwwwww...'

wells, sorry its short. bye~~~

today

2006-06-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

yayye! today went to watch garfield 2 with ballet buddiies today! so happy! first me and shann met(aka hui shan) and then we bought 7 eleven lunch(pathetic rights...) and then met up with manman and then went to buy movie tickets! 3.30pm, garfield 2, center row ; center seat! then we went to take neos and played LAN games(aka maple!! *maplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaplemaple*
and pangya!!) then rushed back to plaza sing(the lan shop was at dhoby xchange) and bought snacks(i bought fries, they bought POPCORN(which i cant eat*sobbb*) and ice lemon tea!) and watched the movie.. then we went to play daytona once and i won(yayye!) then we rushed down to comics connection where we spent like forever deciding whether to buy a-cash(split among 3 of us) or not... yepp.. then we flipped a coin(like how we decided whether to watch cars or garfield 2) and yes. we bought it.. then it came to the design part...

i wanted the green mush! then mandy wanted the wild boar and shan wanted the mage... then we just settled with the boar so boar it was! hahas.

then me and mandy shuffled through shops(shann left) and went around searching for our ballet notebook thing(its some group thing where we take turns to write stuff and decorate the notebook and we will paste the neos, the movie ticks and the a-cash card in:) ) and we bought one for $3.50! its cute!

hahs. today rawkked..

yepp it did

watching stuff:)

2006-06-19T14:34:00.000+08:00

im watching trailers, funny gayyish mvs, maplestory videos...

all at...

www.youtube.com

must go watch(:

enough is enough

2006-06-18T22:06:00.001+08:00

ok. im super pissed now and im going to tell you why.

i am doing this lang arts project with a certain classmate of mine. and she told me that she couldn't make it today as she had something on... so i said nevermind its ok lah we plan again... then, today, we sort of almost finished the project. she called me and asked me when is the day we are going to meet up to do this project. then i told her that we almost finished it and we just included her name(even though she didn't do anything) and then we plan again. then, she told me that she wanted to do the project... so i said i also not sure and asked her to call another grouppie and ask her.. then she asked me why i never tell her.. in my heart, i was like"omg.. i so told you 2 weeks ago and you told me you weren't free and now you are asking me why i never tell you?!?!" then i told her that i had informed her 2 weeks ago. then she said" two weeks how i remember?!?!" then i was like... you were the one who said you couldn't make it lorhs...

ok. im like super pissed now... that grouppie told me she's going to email my lang arts teacher to complain... like.. WHATEVER! i didn't even do anything wrong lorhs... then its like, we so nice include her name... GWAHHHHHHHHH i want to shoot her damn head off...

she's like so unreasonable and honestly, i know she hates me. AND I DONT LIKE HER EITHER. i've put up with her since the moment i saw her... she's really slacker( i've worked with her before) and she can't be bothered to talk to me nicely and.. i shant go on.. this will piss me off even more.

enough is enough

i've put up with her spoilt-brattish-ness lonnnnng enough. i am going to take a stand and wells... just be nice to her but i am not going to tolerate her anymore. also, the only reason i'm doing a project with HER is because i wanted to do with another person who wanted to do with her...

uggh.. cant stand her anymore..

i hate her.

enough is enough

2006-06-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

me and today(:

2006-06-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

yo! im back with post numbuh t-w-o!! lols.. wyhaha.. hyper hyper todayys cos i went out with huishan and mandy(aka two of my 5 ballet buddies!! the other 3 are on hols ;;namely, celine,wanda and vanessa) as in after ballet we spent 15 mins taking neos.. then huishan hadda leave.. *sobbbb* so me and manman(aka mandy) went to play puzzle bobble!! so kawaii knows?!?! lols then after that, i went for dinner and i am so breaking my record.. from monday until now, i need to eat porridge.. no wait.. until sunday...

gwahhh.. i crave for yummy chewwwwwwie food.. like chicken! corn(which i can never eat for two years!!T.T), nuts(which i have to abstain also), blah blah blah and if i were to list it allllll here, you would die reading it...

NOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~ my food!! come back.. wahhhhhhh.. i want food...

okayys... im bored.. shall go maple for 15-20 mins.. then i gotta zao.

sayonnarrrraaaaaaa~~~

new blogg(:

2006-06-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

heyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhs~ lols.. im so sorry i keep changing blog lahhs..anywayys, i try my best to resist the temptation of changing blog again kiies? anyway, i wanna change my blogskin...

and mabbe i'll make it maple-related...

ee-yerrrrr.... that chou4 yangxi.. at my side(btw, we are supposed to do lang arts proj but we did a lot so we're slacking :DDD well not really... ^^;) nagging and nagging like old granmama liddat... ><++ asking me to let her listen to some weirdo music... but i have to admit, she has good taste.. watevr.. i better stop or she'll bash up my dear comp...

GRR... when i get you yangxi...